God does not give trials beyond our strength

Reader's question:

As always, I am very glad to see and hear you. I won't be original, but I am very grateful to you for your research. They help me a lot to live, to work on myself. I attend all lectures, try not to miss seminars when possible, read books, watch and rewatch tapes and disks, work on myself. But lately, everything is falling apart, any idea collapses before it even begins, flowers in the house are dying, and I have no energy for anything. It was very difficult to sit through the September lecture; several times I wanted to get up and leave, but I stayed both days. For some reason, the information was very heavy for me, although it has never been like this before. You didn't read my note, but from the very first word, I felt like you were answering my note throughout the entire lecture.

Sergei Nikolaevich, do I have no chance of surviving? I tried to make an appointment, but even there, luck was not on my side. Please, help with advice. I really don't want to die.

Thank you very much for your work, for your love.

You often talk in lectures about how if you give a gift to someone who is not very familiar, they will seek opportunities to communicate with you. But everything happens the opposite for me. I love giving gifts to unfamiliar people, acquaintances, friends, but after that, people start treating me carelessly, unseriously, sometimes even arrogantly. I understand that the reason is probably within me. But what exactly? If possible, please comment. Thank you very much for your research. I wish you health, health, health.

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Sergei Nikolaevich's response:

First question. The information was very heavy for you because it touched upon the purification of the soul. In your field, there is a possible death of your son.

Reason: the mother's soul is tightly bound to lust. In past lives, there was excessive involvement in sex, including during pregnancy, and, which is very dangerous, at the fifth month of pregnancy. Now, in this life, this could threaten the life of your child. Concentration on lust closes the path to love, and the soul begins to wither.

To save your child, recently, they have been destroying your future, ruining your destiny. In order for you to stop relying on spirit, on consciousness, on the future, they need to be destroyed. Then you will return to the soul, you must go through the torment and pain of the soul, and after that, find love for God as the main and most reliable support. Then you will save the life of both your child and yourself.

The process will be difficult and painful. But when we know what we are suffering for, pain turns into joy. The main thing is not to lose love, faith, and hope. God does not give trials beyond our strength. To be sick and die is scary only when you don't know where to go. But when you understand this, when the direction is known, then any torment, even death, cannot take away inner happiness.

Second question. Worship of lust leads to worshiping a loved one as a source of pleasure. Souls merge, forgetting about God, and then their decay begins. And the beloved, in order to save themselves, begins to offend, humiliate, and increase the distance. You have a very strong subconscious worship of people, and by giving a gift, you become attached to the person. In your subconscious, a gift is not a sacrifice but a strengthening of relationships, an opportunity in the future to enjoy communication with the person.

Any attachment makes a person aggressive. You give someone a gift, and at the same time, aggression towards that person flares up in your subconscious. And they, intuitively, react accordingly. As for health, when I wish it to someone, I always mentally add: mental health. And without love, there is no mental health.

S.N. Lazarev, «Survival Experience 1»