A woman recently confessed to me:
«In the past, you would talk to me on the phone, explain everything, and give me a task. Two or three hours later, I would call you back, you would praise me, and I would feel uplifted.
But during our last session, you spoke to me only once and said that it was enough. At first, I felt it was unfair, a sense of resentment flared up, but I quickly overcame it and started working on myself. Now, after two months, I can feel that I am changing, and I am confident that I am achieving good results.»
«Yes, you indeed have made changes,» I confirmed.
«So, I realized,» she continued, «that the feeling of flight and joy was false. I would calm down and do nothing. That's why I have a request: don't see us twice.»
«Is that why I've been feeling so bad during our sessions lately?» I wondered to myself and then replied:
«Okay, I'll try.»
Now, I hear a woman's voice on the phone again. I ask her to describe the essence of her problem.
«I find myself in a strange, almost mystical situation,» the woman says. «That's why I reached out to you.»
«Some kind of trouble or illness?» I try to clarify.
She hesitates, then answers:
«No, not quite. Something happened that I can't explain. But I feel that there is something very serious behind it. I have a sense that I've been given a serious sign. I feel that it is a warning, especially concerning my children.»
«Let's take it step by step,» I say.
«Okay,» she agrees. More than ten years ago, I got married. My husband lives in Japan. I had two children with him.
However, I can't live and work in Japan permanently. So it happened that I started living between two homes. Every year, I would go to my husband for several months. Oh, I forgot to mention, my children started having health problems, which pushed me to read your books. In recent years, I studied them seriously and tried to change and learn to love. I saw that my children also began to improve.
So, the last time, after three months of staying with my husband, I was getting ready to fly home with the children. I already had tickets to Moscow. But a day before the flight, my children's ears started to hurt badly, and this inflammation, otitis, couldn't be cured with medicine. We couldn't fly, and we had to return the tickets. The departure date from Tokyo was postponed by two weeks. And you know, the children's condition improved in just a few days.
I calmly started packing, but a day before the flight, my children's ears started hurting again. The same story repeated: the departure date had to be postponed again. In the past, I would have despaired, gotten irritated, and worried about the future. Now, I tried to keep love in my heart and prayed for my children. The next departure date approached, my children were feeling great. But a day before the flight, the same thing happened again.
«Are you in Japan right now?» I ask quickly, «Are you calling from there?»
«No, I'm calling from Russia, and my children are here too. Instead of three months, I stayed with my husband for six months. When we were flying out of Tokyo, my children's ears started hurting again, but not as severely, and I took advantage of that.
And now, for several months, I have had this strange feeling. My children and I were given a clear sign from above that we needed to stay and live in Japan. But I left anyway, following my soul, my feelings. Maybe this situation was showing that my children would die in Russia, and I was given a chance to save them? I don't know. I'm in great anguish, and no one can help me...»
«Please tell me your children's names in order of age,» I ask.
She names them, and I examine their auras on a subtle level. I strictly adhere to my own ethics, which I intuitively sense. I never look at when a person will die or what will happen to them in the future. I allow myself to see only the present. Then I make logical conclusions and assumptions.
The future cannot be seen in one version; this is very dangerous. I try not to see what cannot be changed, as this can lead to a sense of powerlessness and depression.
I know one thing for sure: the possibility of changing the future is determined by the extent of our deep inner changes. Therefore, my main task is to help a person change, and without love for God, this is impossible.
So, I examine the children's energy field configurations. They look very interesting and tell a lot. Everything becomes clear to me, but I want to verify my assumption.
«Please tell me your husband's name,» I say. She tells me, and I curiously examine his aura.
«Does he live in Tokyo?»
«No, he lives far from Tokyo in a small town.»
«Shall I tell you the whole truth,» I say, «or just the general outline? Normally, such things are not said, but I feel that you are ready, so I will make an exception for you.
What you perceived as a sign telling you to stay in Japan actually meant the opposite. It was a kind of test. You were given a serious challenge, and you passed it.»
«What do you mean?» the patient asks in surprise.
Please think about what the situation with the delayed flights provoked in you.
It provoked the following emotions: despair over the collapse of your plans, irritation at fate for not allowing you to leave, dissatisfaction with your children, who got sick and caused your plans to fall apart, regret over what happened, and irritation with your husband, whom you visited and who was indirectly the cause of your problems. The final, resulting emotion would have been despair, dissatisfaction with yourself, and your fate.
«But I didn't feel that way,» the woman says, surprised.
«That's why you were able to leave,» I calmly reply, «That's why the children's inflammation didn't escalate to a critical level.
Please answer honestly: if you had experienced intense fear of flying, would you have stayed?»
The woman pauses, thinking, and then quickly replies:
«Probably, I would have stayed. But I tried to overcome the fear,» she adds quickly.
«That's why you saved your children,» I reply.
«So my children won't die in Russia?» the patient immediately asks.
They were supposed to die in Japan, but their fate has changed.
You were given a test from above about your fear of the future. Fear arises when we are overly focused on the future, making it our goal. The more we become attached to the future, the more we fear losing it, and the more we regret losing it.
In moments of danger, fear is necessary for survival, but we should not depend on it. When we fear the future, it is a completely different kind of fear. It indicates our attachment and dependence on the future. But whatever the soul becomes too attached to, it must lose if it hinders its love for God. Therefore, you were supposed to lose the future along with your children and yourself. But when you read my books, your soul tried to make the main choice and chose love for God.
Consciousness is a product of the future; it depends on it. And if you try to control the future through your consciousness, it won't work—you will lose 100% of the time. The part cannot control the whole. But love is higher than the future, and the future depends on love. Therefore, through love for God, the future can be changed. Your fate presented you with a 'doll,' a fake, oriented entirely towards your consciousness.
You had to choose between love and consciousness. You chose love, chose feeling. Here lies an interesting paradox. For a person who is moving towards love and God, feelings always give the right hint that helps to survive, while consciousness often only gets in the way. Feelings are much wiser than thoughts.
However, if a person moves away from love and begins to worship emotional, spiritual, and physical happiness, their worldview changes. Their feelings give them the wrong answer and lead them to illness and death. So, consciousness cannot exist without feelings.
Your habitual feelings demanded that you stay, while the growing feeling of love for God required you to leave. Your surface feelings were connected to attachment to life and well-being, stability and security, the fear of experiencing the collapse of desires, of losing life. But love in your soul overcame attachment.
The woman's voice trembles slightly and falters.
«You know, I'm very worried, my mind is all mixed up, I don't quite understand you. Could you explain it all again, more simply?»
I obediently agree.
Okay, let's start over. In your subconscious, the future became much more important than love for God. You intensified this process throughout your life with your emotions.
You were rushing towards the future, you were overly anxious. When your dreams and plans were shattered, you condemned people who behaved unworthily, betrayed you, thereby destroying the future. You experienced despair and disbelief in yourself, stopping loving yourself and your future.
However, you started to change, and that's why you had to survive.
The most important thing is that not only you changed but also your children. If they had not changed, the situation would most likely have forced them to stay with their father. You would not have been allowed from above to take them with you.
With each delay of the flight, fate was deciding whether your children would survive or not, and much depended on your state of mind. You won, and your children won. If now you want to go with your children to your husband and stay there, you will encounter problems that will prevent this.
«In principle, that is already happening,» the patient admitted.
There was a silence. Then she timidly asked:
«Will my husband die?»
Let's say this: your husband has very little chance of surviving.
He is a strong idealist, and judging by his aura, he often gets irritated and likes to criticize people, especially when they let him down and behave improperly. Do you know what the Russian proverb 'Husband and wife are one Satan' means?
Spouses are matched according to the law of pairs. The husband's flaws must be balanced by the wife's flaws.
Often the husband's external sins are balanced by the wife's internal sins.
And in married life, people either help each other overcome their flaws and find love, or, losing love and support, they drag each other down.
«Tell me,» the woman asks, «can I help him and save his life?»
«Of course, you can,» I reply. At any distance, you are connected together and united on a subtle level.
Your soul can help his soul be saved. But the main choice is still up to him.
If he prefers being right, criticizing, and condemning to love, you won't be able to help him. Everyone has their own fate, and it is not determined by us. This must be accepted.
However, this does not mean that you should give up. It means that no matter how hard you fight, the final word will never be yours.
«Could he become incurably ill?» the woman asks.
I hesitate, wondering whether to speak or not, but then I decide.
«I must admit, I have never seen such a picture before.
I have always seen possible death associated with a person's aggressive emotions.
Your husband's main danger is related to his place of residence. In the place where he will live, there may be significant troubles.
I try not to look into the future and not to see the fate of countries, nations, and continents.
I don't know what will happen to Japan. But I can see how a particular person in a particular place may face serious problems.
A person finds themselves in such a place when they have no reserve for the future, and their soul has largely lost love.»
The woman asks a few more questions, and our conversation ends.
«Strange,» I think. «I will probably never see this woman, and I have never seen her before either. Just a phone conversation, some questions and answers...
But behind this conversation lie the fates of other people and, perhaps, the future of the planet.»
S. N. Lazarev, «Man of the Future. The First Step into the Future»
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