Reflecting on the soul...
Since getting to know your methodology and working on myself, there have been many cases, events, and miracles. For example, doctors in Europe diagnosed my wife with infertility.
Now we have four children, and when my wife went to the doctor after the birth of our last child, she was diagnosed with infertility again. Now she's persuading me to check if this is really the case…
I want to share some recent events. I lived and worked in Europe for a long time, now I am working in Kazakhstan. Business and work have been successful. I quickly climbed up both the career and business ladders.
Honestly, I've pretty much guided myself everywhere by your methodology and worked on myself.
From my first marriage in Europe, I have two adult daughters. We have a good, friendly relationship. My children from the first marriage get along well with me, and with my children and wife.
My eldest daughter is beautiful and smart, studying at a university in Belgium, working. She's a very good and well-mannered girl. We all couldn't be happier with her.
In March, she called me with questions: «Dad, tell me, is God the same for everyone? Dad, does God love everyone?»etc.
Honestly, such questions even surprised me and made me happy—after all, she grew up in Belgium and was always practical, little interested in religion and faith.
We talked on the phone and agreed to talk further on Skype. When we were able to talk on Skype, she scared me.
She started preaching that everyone in Belgium and Europe is dead, that all are godless, that no one believes in God, no one prays... That no one understands her, not even her mother and friends.
She told me stories about scientists and prophets—Socrates, Archimedes, Abraham, Moses, and others, including Muhammad (she told especially strange things about him), and various religious dogmas.
She spoke of things she simply couldn't know: she said that Jesus Christ is an alien from another star, she shared her version of why people crucified him.
She said that there are prophets now, and many people have a gift, but they either sell it, or merge with the body, with people, and forget their mission on Earth.
She said that soon everything will change, everyone will start to be shaken and questioned. She said that a new civilization, a different era is coming, that there's no time left, everyone needs to urgently change, accept God, pray—then there is a chance.
I got scared for her, realized that in Belgium she might physically be harmed or placed in a psychiatric clinic for such stories.
I asked her to drop everything and come to me urgently, not to talk to anyone else or tell anyone anything.
The next day her mother called and said that my daughter had disappeared and they were looking for her. When they found her through the police, they listened to her and, as I had feared, placed her in a psychiatric clinic.
The clinic called me and said that my daughter didn't want to see anyone but me, she refused to see her mother, sister, and grandmothers.
I flew to Belgium. When I arrived, everyone was in shock. My daughter had been calling relatives, friends, and asking them to pray.
She told her mother that if they didn't start to sincerely believe and pray, she wouldn't leave the clinic, she would stay there forever.
She drove my brother and all the relatives to hysteria. When I arrived in Brussels, everyone attacked me. They asked me not to talk to her about God and religion.
Relatives learned that she has a boyfriend, he is from Macedonia, an ethnic Muslim... This really started hysteria among everyone.
They blamed me for the situation. They said she was out of her mind. Relatives decided to keep her in the clinic for treatment.
My daughter let me into her room... We talked. Honestly, she was healthier and more sensible than everyone else. We talked for a long time and were happy. She talked to me about love, faith, forgiveness, etc.
She had access to information—much of what she told me matched your information.
I told her about you and your philosophy. (Later, she and her boyfriend found «Karma Diagnostics» in French. They are reading it now, they like it, although French is very difficult.)
We discussed her situation with her boyfriend. I told relatives that they love each other and I wouldn't let anyone interfere or forbid them from meeting. Again, I faced condemnation and misunderstanding.
I decided to take my daughter out of the clinic and bring her to me. I persuaded the doctors to release her, taking all responsibility on myself.
Especially difficult was with my grandmother, my mother. My daughter is her first and beloved granddaughter. Even physically, she very much resembles my grandmother. Grandmother began to condemn her, to quarrel with everyone, and to blame everyone.
I explained to my mother that it's not necessary… I asked: «Forgive, do not judge, accept the situation.» I cited examples from the Bible and the Gospels, but to no avail.
The only thing I achieved: she began to show aggression and blame me, and in the end, she took offense at me.
My daughter stayed with me for one month, then returned to Belgium, works, studies... Everything is fine with her.
And my mother started having problems, in May we found out that she had uterine cancer. We started preparing for the surgery…
At the same time, I reminded my mother and brother of the situation with my daughter. Reminded them how they went through this situation, explained the cause and effect connection, and asked them to help me—start praying, change.
Since they refused to read «Karma Diagnostics» and called me a sectarian, I asked them to start reading the Gospels.
The only thing I achieved: now they declared me crazy and sent me away.
Uterine cancer is the simplest and most common form of cancer among women after 60 years. Doctors simply cut out the tumor along with the uterus.
But we couldn't get off so easily. The cancer started to progress, turned out to be very aggressive, spread to all organs, and metastasized to the liver. In August, my mother passed away suddenly.
In September, I found out that my daughter is expecting a child. I was happy…
In the Old Testament, there is a phrase: «Whom the Lord loves, He chastens.»
Many find this strange. However, if we decode the word «chasten,» whose root is «to instruct,» it becomes clear that it implies upbringing.
Those familiar with the concept of karma probably believe that a sick person is necessarily a sinner and an immoral individual, as diseases are given for sins.
However, I have often seen the opposite scenario: a moral person falls ill more quickly, and misfortunes befall them more frequently.
The reason is that diseases and misfortunes push us toward God, detaching us from our attachments.
Thus, diseases and misfortunes are not only retribution for past sins but also education and preparation for the future.
Before seminars and during the reading of my books, many experience what is called a cleansing. Troubles may fall like a cornucopia. When I wrote the books, the same thing happened to me.
When we strive towards God, our soul revives and is saved, but one cannot enter a clean room in soiled clothes and dirty shoes.
Christ said that demon possession is cured by fasting and prayer. Before praying, one must detach, cleanse oneself from grievances, judgment, despondency, that is, from aggression and internal attachments.
If a person does not do this voluntarily, then when coming into contact with the Divine, the process of cleansing the soul happens forcibly.
Moreover, if this process begins and the soul is too attached to life, to material and spiritual goods, then the cleansing may appear as a severe illness or death.
God governs us through the feeling of love and such a concept as conscience.
Those who lose both can often remain healthy and quite successful for a long time: all their energy goes to maintaining physical health and well-being at the level of fate, while the soul loses its last reserves of strength.
In such cases, encountering the Divine can be fatal. Such people often ostentatiously refuse to believe in God, sensing that it is very dangerous for their health and well-being.
But sooner or later, the soul must begin to cleanse. Since we are all united on a subtle plane, a deep internal degradation of the soul will not be allowed from above.
Judging by some signs, there is not much time left before the cleansing of Europe and our entire civilization.
As for the young woman, I can say the following.
For healthy and strong offspring to be born, parents must strengthen their subconscious union with God.
Usually, a few years before the conception of a child or during pregnancy, undeserved grievances, material and spiritual losses, the collapse of ideals, illnesses, and troubles suddenly appear.
People diligently seek treatment, run to folk healers, and do not understand that they simply need to put their soul in order.
Sometimes, touching the Divine energy leads not to illness but to the opening of a prophetic gift, the emergence of supernatural abilities, and a profound change in character.
The girl is soon to have a child, and a harmonious one. Her sense of love and striving towards the Creator have grown so much that her usual and comfortable environment, people, and the whole world now look completely different to her.
Likewise, Christ, encountering a funeral procession, said, «Let the dead bury their dead!»
He saw that these people had no future, that on a subtle plane they were already dead like the deceased they were burying.
When cleansing occurs at a deep level, this process affects not only the individual but also their closest relatives. The grandmother's soul cleansing began as oncology.
The case described in the letter is, of course, unique. It is one of the signs given from above for salvation.
In Israel, prophets who called for repentance and change were killed. In modern Europe, they are committed to psychiatric clinics.
But no matter how the cell tries to subdue the organism, no matter how human logic might try to deny the Divine, we all are soon to face the ultimate reality.
It does not matter whether we prepare for this voluntarily or forcibly—the meeting will soon take place.
So, it is time for all of us to remember our immortal soul and to halt mindless consumption and the pursuit of pleasures with the gradual loss of all moral foundations. The signs are given to us; the rest is up to us.
S. N. Lazarev, «The Experience of Survival, part 7»
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