The greatest miracle is the transformation of character and worldview.
If instead of hatred, you feel pity for someone who has wronged you, if you treat a close person with magnanimity even when they unintentionally insult you—that is a true miracle.
If giving brings you more joy than receiving—that, too, is a miracle.
For all of this to become possible, the soul must first be set in order. Only then will love enter the soul and make a person happy.
And when the soul is healthy, the future appears; life evens out, as do fate and physical health.
I recall a recent conversation with a woman—I was speaking to her over the phone. It was a regular consultation, though conducted remotely. I neither saw this woman nor knew who she was. But that made it even better; it’s easier to discern the core issue this way.
— Please tell me your problem, — I said to her.
— My child has been diagnosed with intellectual disability.
For a moment, I ponder whether I should examine the child’s energy field. First, let’s figure out what’s going on with the mother. Shifting into an inner vision, I see a grim picture: within the woman’s aura, there’s an indication of potential death for the child.
This child has no future, which is why their life is accompanied by minimal consciousness activity—a condition tied to the future. This could manifest as blindness, deafness, intellectual disability, or cerebral palsy. One thing is clear—the illness must be incurable.
If doctors were to «defeat» the illness—which in essence serves as a mechanism for the soul’s salvation—the child would die. Illness is always a consequence. If there is no future, only two options remain: an incurable illness or death.
However, there is a third path, which for most was previously nearly impossible. This path is faith, love, and voluntary salvation of the soul. But before attempting to save the soul, one must first learn not to destroy it.
This woman’s soul is in catastrophic condition—what I call partial destruction of the seven layers of the soul. Love struggles to take root when the soul is in such a state. There’s just enough energy for the woman’s survival, but none left for her child.
It’s remarkable the child hasn’t passed away, and it’s clear no medical intervention can heal them. So, what’s wrong with the woman’s soul?
I begin explaining:
— Any sin is a crime against love; it is an internal renunciation of God.
First, we turn away from love and lose our personal drive toward God when we forget that true happiness is far greater than what we call life’s pleasures.
The first loss of love happens imperceptibly. Love ceases to be our greatest source of happiness, replaced by energy. The surrounding world, not God, becomes our primary source of happiness.
We stop abstaining from and distancing ourselves from life’s pleasures. Instead, we diversify them, indulge excessively, and continually seek new enjoyments. Fulfillment of desires, pleasure, joy, consumption—all of these are fine as long as love isn’t compromised.
Often, saving love requires self-restraint, abstinence, or refusal of something. But for this, faith and love must come first.
When we begin to worship idols, finding ultimate happiness in a loved one, family, work, or life’s pleasures, we destroy our unity with the Creator, and love quietly leaves our soul.
Following this lack of restraint comes attachment, and then crimes against the soul. A woman may easily opt for an abortion, abandon a loved one for a momentary lust, or indulge in sex and alcohol—which is especially damaging before conception and during pregnancy.
The woman can no longer endure soul pain and, in response, hates, despises the offender, and loses the will to live. The reluctance to have a child or thoughts of abortion is essentially the same as murder, but on the emotional level.
If the first pregnancy ends in abortion, a woman subconsciously kills her child in every subsequent pregnancy.
When love leaves the soul, a woman ceases to feel the Divine will in everything. Then, the hardships and humiliations meant to purify the soul produce the opposite effect: unwillingness to live, despair, and hatred toward the world.
We think our feelings are illusory, but they are just as real as our actions. Our behavior merely reinforces our feelings, but what we do stems from our inner experiences.
Every external crime is preceded by an internal one.
I pause, wondering whether to clarify further. To be honest, even I don’t fully understand many aspects of the sacred concept of the soul. I hesitate to intrude too deeply with diagnostics, so I limit myself to asking:
— Have you experienced any of the things I mentioned in your life?
— Almost all of them, — the woman slowly replies.
— You have a lot of work ahead of you, — I note. — The main thing is not to set a goal of curing your child because subconsciously, this would appear as worshipping the future, making your efforts futile. If your prayers are focused on healing, that’s already a form of magic.
The main goal is to awaken love and a sense of unity with God in the child’s soul. If the soul comes alive, the child will recover.
Once again, I emphasize: happiness and health are by-products. True happiness is unity with God. True health is the health of the soul. Strive for this. For now, forget about your son’s illness and think about your soul and how to help it.
S. N. Lazarev, «Experience of Survival, Part 1»
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