Reader's letter:
Hello, Sergey Nikolaevich. Forgive me for disturbing you again. I want to share what happened to my child. There was a knot on the baby's umbilical cord. Doctors say that this is very rare. And I see a lesson of fate in it very clearly. Do you think this indicates any specific problems with our souls, as parents?
All this time, I can't stop delving into the past, recalling the pregnancy period, going through situations again, asking for forgiveness, and drawing lessons for myself. I am reading your book «Faces of Pride». Thank you for the new information and more understandable explanations through specific cases. After what I've been through, a side effect has emerged that I just can't cope with: a panic fear of losing loved ones - my husband, daughter, parents. I pray, ask for forgiveness for my fear, and try to let it all go.
I've never felt this way before. I understand that this is partly due to my still painful consciousness, which just can't recover. You write that this is one of the faces of pride, but I wasn't like this before... How to properly grieve without harming my own soul and the souls of my loved ones?
Thank you very much.
With respect and gratitude…
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Sergey Nikolaevich's reply:
On a subtle level, everything in the Universe is connected and unified. Every event has a higher meaning. But this meaning can only be grasped at the level of Divine logic - the logic of love and knowledge. From a human perspective, many events seem random.
The umbilical cord is what gives life to a child on a physical level. Problems with the umbilical cord represent the child's rejection of the source of life, that is, the love of God. The foundation of the unwillingness to live is the rejection of Divine will and the acceptance of the collapse of the future, that is, the loss of human values. If a person does not want and does not know how to sacrifice, to limit their desires, to periodically detach from all blessings, they will not be able to accept the infringement of their interests or the loss of these blessings. They will protest, renouncing love, that is, refusing the Divine for the sake of the human. For the sake of the present day, such a person will give up their future and their descendants.
Abortions, unwillingness to give birth to and raise children, the inability to sacrifice one's destiny and future for them - this is also a program of renunciation of God. It is an imperceptible, but guaranteed self-destruction that is passed on to descendants and leads to the gradual extinction of the lineage.
Problems with the umbilical cord in a child most likely indicate your strong subconscious reluctance to have children, that is, a self-destruction program in the form of aggression towards children. The fear for relatives is an exacerbation of the rejection of Divine will, that is, the triumph of human logic. What happens to them will be determined by the Almighty.
The energy of the desire to help loved ones should not be directed towards protesting and destructive fear but towards putting one's soul in order - this is the best help we can offer to our loved ones. Our help to loved ones is increasing love and harmony within our soul.
S. N. Lazarov, «40 Questions About the Soul, Fate, and Health. Part 2»
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