The Nature of Our Soul

Recently, a woman shared an interesting fact with me. She went to a salon where they do tattoos to slightly touch up her eyebrows. The salon worker, holding a thick volume, said to her: «Look here, we have over a thousand tattoo samples. So, in the morning, the first client comes, flips through pages with hundreds of drawings, and chooses the one they like. And we know that all 50-60 people who come after him, flipping through the book, will choose the same drawing. An inexplicable phenomenon.»

We are completely different in terms of appearance, nationality, and race. But on the level of feelings, we are all the same. The world seems immutable and frozen to us. But if you look at the world on a large scale of time, then what seems to us as matter, solid substance, turns into flowing, streaming energy.

In the universe itself, two opposites are inseparable. A hundred years ago, scientists were shocked to learn that an electron can behave both as a wave and as a particle. One fundamentally contradicted the other, but it had to be accepted and acknowledged.

A human being is also a particle and a wave, like everything else in the universe. The wave turns into a particle, and the particle turns into a wave. For humans, this is birth and death. Our soul has a wave nature. All waves in the universe exist due to quanta, portions of energy coming from the Creator. Every fraction of a second, the universe is destroyed and recreated anew by the Divine breath. This is the guarantee of its unity with the Creator and its striving towards Him.

As soon as a living being stops feeling that the connection with God is the highest goal and the highest pleasure, compressing time into a point and feeling the absolute unity of the universe becomes impossible for it.

Time is divided into two categories: past and future, material and spiritual. After the loss of love, worship of the spiritual comes first. This is what the parable of the devil tells us.

In order not to perish, a living being tries to move into another opposite - worship of the material. The movement of the dying pendulum begins. When there is love, opposites, expanding, diverging more and more, increase potential, and the release of energy increases. In the dying cycle, the union of opposites occurs not inside, but outside. There is no duality anymore. Developing, opposites become externally less similar to each other, while their internal unity strengthens.

During degradation, they can rupture and perish. Then their union occurs externally, due to superficial resemblance to each other. The greater the difference between a man and a woman, the stronger the love that should unite them. Then their children will receive more energy.

Why do very harmonious and healthy children appear when different nationalities mix, and why do descendants fall ill, degenerate, and even die when relatives marry? For the same reason.

The fact that in the modern world there is a trend such as unisex, and it has become difficult to distinguish a boy from a girl, and in the West, homosexuality, transvestites, and infertile women have become a common phenomenon, is a clear sign that there is no energy in people's souls.

For materialistic Western society, pathology is what rarely occurs. Therefore, any perversion and degradation that has taken on mass forms, society begins to consider as the norm, thus blocking its possibilities for salvation.

I often asked myself: why are men aggressive, while women are more gentle? There are always two processes in our feelings: excitation and inhibition. In men, the process of excitement is much stronger than in women. Therefore, a man is more aggressive, ready to defend his home, inclined to adventurism, and more readily accepts death. That is, a man plays the role of a seeker. In women, the process of excitement in strength slightly exceeds the process of inhibition. A woman is less inclined to adventures, risks. Her task is harmony and balance, which she will then pass on to her children.

S. N. Lazarev, «The Human of the Future. Parenting. Part 2»