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I have a little experience in overcoming life situations. I read my first book in 1993, and before that, I was studying at the institute, got married, gave birth to a daughter, and served in the army. Everything that happened occurred before the specified year. Everything happened, as it seemed to me then, unexpectedly—I went swimming in the lake, and within a day, my kidneys started hurting. After two days, there was a severe attack, my kidneys practically stopped working, and I, in a critical condition, ended up in the hospital. Surgeons shrugged their shoulders, painting the situation thus: if the condition didn't stabilize within three days, the outcome would be unpredictable. I had time to think. There weren't any specific thoughts, but I quickly internally gave up all human desires—like a dying cat. After a while, I started feeling better. I spent three months in the hospital, during which stones came out of my kidneys, and the sand dissolved. The subject of kidneys is familiar to you, but I learned about it later, from your books. And then, in the hospital, when the surgeon explained to me why my kidneys hurt, I didn't believe him and thought that it wasn't about physical condition or diet, but something else.
It was only when I read your book that I realized what needed to be done. And the state of love for this world and for life has saved me more than once in life's critical situations—it helps find the right solution to the problem. I started feeling the divine will back in 1990. Love, altruism, care for others, forgiveness, repentance, the habit of not blaming anyone, constant energy giving—all of this allows maintaining health, looking 10 to 13 years younger.
And my grandson, who is 3.5 years old, sees people's states in color. If a person is angry, he sees them red, with speech defects—white. Smokers—green, sick people—yellow, but if a person is harmonious, then he's purple. He often sees me as orange—apparently, I still need to work a lot on myself to become a purple grandmother.
To overcome the problem with kidneys (the subject of pride, a comfortable fate, and the future), one needs to put their soul in order. And for this, it is necessary to turn to God, renouncing all pleasures, attachments, and problems.
In ordinary situations, this is difficult to do; human happiness easily engulfs us. But when death approaches, bidding farewell to all desires becomes easier. All human things suddenly become a thin illusory film, and the Divine appears as a greater reality.
You intuitively moved in the right direction and managed to overcome dependence on the soul—from feelings and desires. And you got corresponding results—your grandson is not enslaved to the body and consciousness, so he has inner vision.
The less a person's soul attaches itself to the surrounding world, the greater the opportunities that open up before it. These are abilities, intuition, and various possibilities in the future.
S. N. Lazarev, «Experience of Survival 1»
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