We are what we strive for

I lie in bed in the morning, not wanting to get up. It feels like my face is swollen, and my body is stiff.

Could this be old age? Although, no. Sometimes I wake up feeling like I'm flying, weightless.

In principle, it's very simple to determine whether you're acting correctly or not.

If you relate to the world incorrectly and behave wrongly, it feels like you are being pressed down to the earth. There is heaviness in both the soul and the body. Earth's gravity affects not only the body but the soul as well.

On the contrary, when you relate to the world correctly, there’s a sense of lightness in the soul, the body feels lighter, and the dependence on earthly gravity gradually fades.

Why is that?

My mind hasn’t fully woken up yet after sleep, but right now, it’s not even needed.

After all, we don’t truly think with thoughts but with feelings. Thoughts only help convey information.

Still, why does the feeling of flight arise when we behave correctly? Why did Seraphim of Sarov rise above the ground during prayer?

It’s probably because earthly gravity is connected to time, and our feelings are linked to time and made of time.

Time acts as the intermediary between this world and the Creator, just as it is the intermediary between the human «I» and the Divine.

The more we depend on our feelings, the more we depend on our spirit and body.

Dependence on feelings breeds dependence on time. And then, earthly gravity makes us its slaves.

The more we concentrate on Divine love, the more human logic aligns with Divine logic.

We begin to relate to the world correctly and behave properly. First, the soul overcomes earthly gravity, and then the body follows.

So, what am I doing wrong again? Why do I feel completely worn out?

Most likely, I’ve reached another threshold, where the philosophy of force and willpower must once again be abandoned.

I remember how agonizing it was the first time I had to give up using force and charging energy with my hands.

Only by seeking the cause of illness and through prayer. And the essence of prayer is not about asking for health but in changing oneself by turning to God. And these changes must involve one’s worldview, character, and behavior.

Back then, it was believed that a person’s character couldn’t be changed. This task seemed impossible.

I thought my attempts to heal were doomed. I believed that the most significant changes could only come from using force.

I decided, «Let it be. God’s will be done. Gradually, all my patients will leave, and I’ll forget about this and do something else.» But the opposite happened.

It turned out that love could accomplish much more than any force.

To reach the subtler layers that determine health and destiny, I had to give up force. One step on the subtle plane is equal to thousands of steps on the external, force-based plane.

I used to think that the closer you get to God, the closer you are to paradise. In reality, with every mistake you make as you get closer to God, the consequences hit harder.

To avoid making mistakes, you must focus on your vulnerability, not on your strength.

Recently, I noticed a strange pattern. It was becoming increasingly difficult for me to conduct sessions.

It seemed like I was only explaining the cause of a person’s problems, and I was doing it in great detail to ensure they understood. But my energy was rapidly draining away.

It appeared that my conscientiousness was turning into foolishness. Curious symptoms began to appear, indicating my overreliance on verbal aspects of treatment.

I would periodically clench my jaw incorrectly, painfully biting my tongue. Even at night, while sleeping, I would grind my teeth and bite my tongue until it bled.

This process was gradually intensifying. And despite almost completely stopping patient consultations, the situation only slowed down a little.

From my perspective, it would have been wrong not to explain anything to the patient. But focusing on thoughts and consciousness during sessions was becoming increasingly dangerous for me.

The situation seemed hopeless. But it was precisely this sense of being trapped that forced me to move to new levels.

Our thoughts are connected to the material, tangible world. During consultations, the acceleration of processes happens a thousand times faster, both in the right and wrong directions.

I talk about the Divine, but I constantly think, analyze, and explain. And by talking about God, I pull people toward the mind. This couldn’t continue for long.

Love for God gives birth to love for this world and the full range of our feelings.

Feelings give birth to thoughts.

Thoughts must again compress into feelings and then transform into Divine love.

So, I should speak less during consultations.

For this, I need to summarize all the latest information as much as possible.

At some point in this summarization, thought will begin to transform into feeling. And then there will be no need to explain anything.

Here is the human, and here is the Divine. Leave the human for a while and go into the Divine.

Feel your Divine essence and carry it within you always, without forgetting the human.

This means I should spend more time on my own research and writing rather than consulting patients.

The situation itself is pushing me forward toward further understanding.

The phone rings. I get out of bed and answer it. It’s a friend from Moscow.

«You know, you were right,» he says cheerfully, «You have to take a toast very seriously.»

«A toast?» I ask, still groggy.

«Just an ordinary toast. I’m saying you were right to take toasts seriously. Everything you say enters the wine and affects even chromosomes.»

«Chromosomes?» I rub my eyes. «What makes you say that?»

«Oh, I see you’re still sleeping,» he says. «I just thought it would be interesting information for you, so I called. I’ll call you later,» he says.

«No need,» I yawn, «Tell me now.»

I conducted experiments with scientists from the genetics institute. They are shocked. They say we need to completely change our understanding of the world.

I stay quiet, trying to process this, then say:

«Tell me from the beginning.»

«Okay,» he says. «A few years ago, I developed a substance. It contains 10^12 of the original material. But it’s very powerful.

First: it prevents the division of deformed cells, helping healthy cells to multiply.

Second: it helps restore chromosomes damaged by radiation without being toxic to the cell.

Third: it slows down the division of cancer cells.

Fourth: it enhances the permeability of cell membranes. All chemical processes in the cell speed up, leading to rejuvenation.

That’s about the substance.

Now, about information medicine.

Nowadays, computer diagnostics based on the Voll method is increasingly used in medicine.

By using special sensors placed on the surface of the body, you can record information about a person’s biofield, store it in a computer, and, by comparing it with certain standard values, assess the person’s health.

The reverse process is also possible, where the system of sensors can correct a person’s biofield.

In the same way, you can obtain information about the field structure of medicinal substances and then transfer it to a suitable carrier, such as water, vodka, or homeopathic granules.

This product is called an energy-informational copy of the medicine, and its effectiveness is not only comparable but often exceeds that of the original.

In the USA and Western Europe, informational copies are becoming increasingly popular each year (in the USA, their sales volume tripled last year).

The potential of such copies is obvious: besides the relatively low cost of production, there are other advantages.

When making copies, you can transfer only the necessary components of the medicine for a particular organism and avoid those that cause side effects.

The essence of the Voll method is that it uses acupuncture points.

Chinese classical acupuncture is based on the idea that energy structures take priority over physical ones.

The spatial-temporal structure determines the physical one. But the reverse influence is also possible.

Now for the main part.

You put the original substance on one side of the scale and the granules the patient will take on the other.

The patient swallows the informational copy, and the effect is the same.

The computer takes the information from the original medicine and stores it in its memory.

Soon, the pharmaceutical industry will produce one tablet, and its informational copy will be distributed over the Internet worldwide.

Press a button, receive the medicine, drink a glass of water, and carry on.

What do modern doctors say about this?

They can’t explain this effect, so they stick to the view that it’s all just suggestion, a placebo effect.

But if a person convinces themselves that something is medicine, it wouldn’t affect individual cells or a cell culture.

However, when they used an informational copy of my medicine instead of the original, there was no difference.

The medicine affects the chromosomes of the cell.

Naked information also affects the chromosomes, meaning that ordinary information can influence the genotype more strongly than radiation or chemicals.

This is exactly what you wrote about in your books.»

«So our desires shape our genotype,» I say.

«Exactly,» my friend replies.

«This information,» I continue, «should help many geneticists who associate evolution solely with natural selection.

The theory of natural selection is powerless to explain many phenomena in the animal and plant worlds.

Many processes occur thousands of times faster than what is possible through mechanical, random selection.

This means that a person’s values affect not only their health and destiny but also that of their children.

The energetic genotype is connected to the physical one. So, we are what we strive for.»

«And when we stand with a glass and say a toast, it also influences our genotype,» my friend says.

«Got it,» I reply. «We’ll be more careful with toasts.»

S. N. Lazarev, «Diagnosis of Karma, Book 6»