Dear Sergey Nikolaevich,

I have decided to write you a letter to express my gratitude for your work. I have been studying your books for 12 years and listening to your discs for 3 years. Gradually, I am finding Love, Faith, and dialectical thinking.

Who was I before you? A dark pagan with half-paralyzed thinking, unable to love and treating people poorly. When I first picked up your book and started reading, I felt like I had been hit on the head with a club. You opened up a vast, unexplored world to me, which, as it turned out, 99.9% determines what will happen to me. Your research is invaluable, regardless of what fools and envious people might say. As for science, psychology, and medicine, their statements are nonsense.

I am very glad that fate beat you, and you only prayed and thought: «Why?», without responding with aggression or despondency. You have greatly simplified life for us, your followers. Your books read easily, like a boat gliding on water. Where an atheist or pagan might face a nightmare, for us, it's just a minor adjustment. I'll smile, repent, and move on. You have made my life as sweet as a honey gingerbread.

I usually turn on DVDs of your performances and pray along with them. I've started to feel a strong addiction to them. Essentially, your system has become my eyes and a template based on the principle: we'll stretch the short, cut the long, and flatten the thick, if they don't fit into the system.

Once again, thank you for your invaluable work. I wish you creative success and public recognition.

With deep respect...

I too was once a dark pagan, devoid of love, filled with immense pride, and constant pain in my soul. But from childhood, I had a strong and persistent desire to understand the world. I believed it was possible and never suppressed this aspiration within me.

Children, as they grow up, often ponder the meaning of life. But what is the meaning of life, really? It is the main direction in which one needs to move. It is the main desire that governs all others. I did not want to be a slave to momentary desires and goals. The search for the meaning of life further fueled my desire to understand the world.

Usually, by the age of twenty, the search for life's meaning ends. Even without finding this meaning, people choose a goal that is more or less acceptable to them and start pursuing it. Usually, this involves fame, well-being, money.

My search for the meaning of life continued at twenty, thirty, and forty years. When I said after thirty that I was trying to understand the meaning of life, people looked at me with a smile. Years passed, and they began to look at me with sympathy. But I never abandoned my quest. And probably, I would have kept searching all my life.

When I was about forty, I began practicing professional healing and saw how diseases arise when universal laws are violated. This was a breakthrough into a new dimension. It turned out that illness is help from above, allowing us to build a more accurate picture of the world. Through diseases and troubles, we learn the laws of the world. And true understanding comes through love.

At first, I perceived a person as a mechanism in which something could be unscrewed and tightened. Then I realized that everything in a person is unified — body, spirit, and soul constitute a single whole. It is impossible to heal the body if the soul is not recovering. Treating a person is pointless — one can only help them heal. Then I understood that the main medicine, which cures all diseases, is love. Later, I learned that love lives in the soul, so first and foremost, one must care for their soul, and only then for their spirit and body.

I realized that no system can be complete, perfect, and final. Any system is linked to consciousness, which is secondary in relation to the soul and love. The main system is the universe, created by God and a part of Him. And the main function of this system is love. My desire to understand the world, my search for the meaning of life, my ambition to conquer diseases — all, ultimately, merged into this concept.

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I would really appreciate receiving an answer from you to the question: «What does this mean»?

Let me briefly share my story. My adventures began 10 years ago. My life orientation was not quite right, and I was corrected — I was diagnosed with diabetes. I started reading your books, attended your consultation, and began working on myself. The diabetes receded, and I got married (my husband and I had been dating for 7 years prior). Then, I put aside your books, stopped working on myself, immersed myself in worldly matters, and the diabetes quickly returned.

More followed: I was constantly dissatisfied with my husband, judgmental, full of complaints — and then I had an accident, two weeks in a coma, doctors unsure if I would survive, followed by a long rehabilitation. For rehabilitation, I went to the countryside with my mother and settled there, spending up to six months or more. There were very few people, no TV, radio, computer, water — no civilization at all, so returning to Moscow was a huge stress for me. The forest became my teacher; there were no human emotions, and I felt comfortable there. I constantly did something with my hands and soon returned to your books. Soon after, I got pregnant and gave birth to a son.

Everything was fine. After 2.5 years, I got pregnant again, and that's when the adventures with my husband started. First, his character changed, then he had gallstones, surgery, pancreatitis, treatment, intestinal problems.

I gave birth to my second son, everything was good, but the troubles with my husband continued. He went to the countryside — no civilization, no conveniences, very few people, he seemed to normalize. But he quit his job, became very thin. He returned — and again started experiencing pain. I am really asking you to tell me what this means.

Our physical body is bound energy. Our consciousness too is energy, without a rigid structure. Our emotions are also energy. Much depends on the direction and manner in which this energy is realized.

The First of the Ten Commandments postulates the unity of the Creator, implying that the universe is unified, and the aspiration to the Creator should not be chaotic. A cell should give its primary energy to the whole organism, enhancing the unity with it, else disintegration occurs.

The Second Commandment says: «Do not make for yourself an idol». It means that our main energy should be directed to God, not to an object of worship, be it a beloved person or an idol symbolizing money, power, well-being, sexuality, etc. By worshipping someone or something else, we forget about God, and our energy, which should flow towards the main goal, shifts to secondary goals, thus beginning to destroy the universe. This leads to the gradual disintegration of the person and their descendants.

The Third Commandment asserts that one should not casually mention God.

Interestingly, I've heard one of God's names is «Elohim». «El» translates as «one». The «oim» part seemingly comes from the ancient Indian word «Om», which means «Absolute». Hence, «Elohim» roughly translates to: «All that can exist is the Creator; besides Him, there is nothing; He is absolutely one». It signifies that we are a part of Him, inseparably connected to Him. If a cell neglects the organism, it becomes cancerous. Neglect represents a shift in priorities.

If I respect my parents, I subconsciously place them first and myself second. This sense of being secondary to my parents helps me feel secondary to God, with the soul, spirit, and body being secondary to love. If I don't respect my parents, it means I prioritize myself first and them second. Then, I start to get sick and die, not realizing that my soul is losing its unity with the Creator, not noticing that my body, spirit, and soul are taking the forefront, while love remains secondary.

Speaking of the Creator in vain, i.e., disrespectfully or with irony, is essentially disrespecting Him. In this case, a person subconsciously places themselves first. Love nourishes the soul, spirit, and body, and it arrives only when it becomes our main value. When we turn away from love and human needs become paramount, gradual dying begins. First, our future descendants weaken, then die, becoming nonviable. Sometimes, to save them, we start to get sick and die ourselves.

Neglect of God leads to energy no longer being directed towards the main goal. As soon as energy turns and starts flowing primarily towards secondary objects, a mechanism for destroying the unity of the universe is activated, quickly followed by the self-destruction of the person.

The Fourth Commandment states that one day a week should be detached from everything and dedicated to God. Continuous engagement in tasks and work increasingly binds us to human values. Attachment breeds dependency and aggressiveness, and internal aggressiveness leads to troubles and diseases.

How so? One person can work strenuously and still be cheerful and healthy, while another, not overly burdened with work but deeply affected by stress, offense, irritation, can be seriously ill. The answer lies in the peculiarities of the subconscious. Our consciousness is separated from universal energy. Therefore, if we worship a close person or work at the level of consciousness, it's not dangerous for the universe. Our body and consciousness don't have universal dimensions, but the soul does, and when worship of something starts to penetrate deeply into the soul, into the subconscious, which is the main component of our soul, the universe reacts instantly.

Let's ask ourselves: in which cases do our words, thoughts, and feelings related to our behavior penetrate the subconscious? The main rules are simple: the subconscious easily absorbs what is accompanied by positive emotions; what is affirmed with absolute certainty, i.e., without doubts; what is constantly repeated, as well as what is accompanied by a large release of energy.

If you work seven days a week, you'll forget about God, as the process of worshipping work and well-being will be continuous. Any human function operates on the principle of a sine wave, and only the Divine can be constant and continuous. Periodic detachment from human desires, from interaction with loved ones, from all our important tasks, from pleasures allows us to restore the lost unity with the Creator, properly prioritize, and direct energy towards the main goal. If taken literally, the Fourth Commandment means simply stopping work on the Sabbath. But in reality, the essence of the Sabbath is that periodically a person should detach from everything they temporarily and forcibly worship.

Another important point: the subconscious absorbs what we treat with reverence and respect. Phrases and advice from parents, heard in childhood, can be remembered and become a guide to action for life. Reverent attitude towards God allows us to more easily and quickly restore lost unity with Him.

When a person moves to the countryside, there is a sharp change in their energy. Life in a big city imperceptibly drains the soul. To survive in a big city, we get used to spending a vast amount of energy on all levels — physical, spiritual, and soulful. There's a subtle temptation to spend more energy than necessary and direct it not where it's needed. Therefore, debauchery, moral decay, and loss of faith in God have always been more pronounced in large cities; recall Ancient Rome. Staying in nature, limiting physical and spiritual comfort, helps revive our soul. A lot of free energy is released, which, if directed correctly, i.e., through detachment and prayer, restores our integrity. That's why people are drawn to nature, why many strive to have even a tiny cottage where they can work in the garden from morning till evening. The more physical energy they give, the fewer thoughts in their head, the calmer and happier their soul feels.

Diabetes is a result of heightened attachment, love turned into passion, jealousy, dissatisfaction, and condemnation. Health and destiny problems, by detaching us from worshipping the body, spirit, and soul, cleanse our energy, fill the soul with love, and allow us to give birth to healthy children. But when children are born, we shouldn't consider it a reward for right work done, as it's only an advance. For a child to survive and be healthy and happy, parents must give them love and teach them to love. If we are not ready for this, then there are two options — either the child becomes sick and dies, or we, through illnesses, must put our soul in order.

Gallstones are a humiliation of the future, consciousness, spirit. Pancreatitis is a humiliation of desires, attachments, jealousy. Intestinal problems help cleanse the soul.

Initially, fate was healing the husband from pride and jealousy. Pride is treated with liver problems, jealousy with pancreas issues.

Now, about the intestines. How can they be connected to the soul? The answer is simple and clear. The soul appeared first, so it is more ancient relative to consciousness and the body. And at the body level, the most ancient organ is the intestine. Therefore, we first think and feel with the intestine, then the brain, and the intestine reacts to future events unknown to our brain. This is where the expression «gut feeling» comes from. The main information from the future is first processed by the intestine, then by the liver, then by the brain. Scientists have already concluded that about 80% of the body's immune defense is provided by the intestine. Eventually, scientists will have to link concepts such as immunity and a person's internal energy. Since the main energy is in the soul, which also contains all information about the universe, the concept of immunity is primarily related to the soul and the intestines.

Aggressive feelings destroy the soul and lower immunity, so the diseases that afflict your husband are actually divine assistance that saves your sons. The humiliation of the body, spirit, and soul, their partial destruction, force us to cling to what is eternal, and gradually in the subconscious, love becomes the foremost.

Therefore, if a person, upon falling ill, becomes softer and kinder, tries to cast away all problems, internally strives to detach from everything that hinders love, then their energy is restored. If a person prays, striving towards God, feeling that unity with the Creator is the highest pleasure, then the purpose of the illness is fulfilled. The divine energy of love begins to flow into our soul and then transitions into the souls of our children and future descendants, reviving and saving them. In such cases, the illness becomes unnecessary and what doctors call a miraculous and inexplicable recovery can occur. Any illness hints to us that it's time to take care of the soul and remember that the main happiness is love, which ensures unity with the Creator.

Everything comes from God, everything is for our good. We just need to understand what «good» means. For those who see good as a healthy body, they become slaves to the stomach and lust. They can never understand divine logic. Such people are physiologically incapable of being monotheists.

Those who see good as well-being, power, abilities, perceive any adversity, humiliation, and loss as misfortune and hate those around them, blaming them for their troubles. These people are also inaccessible to divine logic. For them, the world is divided into black and white, and they cannot be monotheists either. They believe there is a kind god who cares for them, brings prosperity, fulfills their desires, and an evil one who takes from them, harms them, brings misfortunes. They love the kind god and hate the evil one. Gradually, they notice they love the kind god less and the evil god more, and then slowly begin to worship the evil one.

There are people who consider beautiful feelings the highest good. These people suffer greatly when they are betrayed, when someone behaves immorally or dishonorably. They despise such people and resent God for allowing the existence of immoral and dishonorable people. Those who worship beautiful feelings slowly begin to hate God, who destroys the most sacred and beautiful in their soul.

The first group (those who worship the body) despise others and elevate themselves if they feel physically stronger or have more money. The second group despises people and elevates themselves when they feel spiritually stronger. They have more abilities, higher intuition, better manage situations, and can achieve well-being for themselves and their relatives. The third group looks down on those with a deficient soul, and a sense of moral superiority makes them truly happy. The first, second, and third groups secretly hate God when He takes away what they consider the main good - happiness for the body, spirit, or soul.

In reality, the main good is love. It is indestructible. It is why the universe exists. It is for love that our body, our consciousness, and the mortal part of our soul are destroyed.

«What God does is always for the best». This well-known saying has existed for a long time. But what is meant by «best»? If it's love, then our life becomes a continuous opportunity to be happy, because every situation works for love. If we think it's well-being for the soul, spirit, or body, then divine logic becomes incomprehensible to us. And then, defending our superficial good, we increasingly turn away from love, destroying our souls and losing the future - until misfortunes and diseases save us from slow and unnoticed extinction.