In the spring of 1996, after the third book was published, I decided that my system, in principle, was complete. More and more often, I met people who said that reading the three books had changed their character and worldview. Numerous disturbances passed without a trace if a person carefully analyzed what was said in the books. However, there were situations when my knowledge, experience, and intuition were powerless against illness. At those times, I felt the desire to abandon all research and engage in something else.
But there were more moments of astonishing recovery. This motivated me to continue. It was very important that I was able to compress a huge amount of information into a few simple and understandable truths. Opinions about the written books were diametrically opposed. Some said the system was too simple. Others claimed it was too complex and inaccessible. Some believed the first book was the most powerful. Others argued that the third book was the most powerful. Still, some thought the second book was the most powerful, and they provided reasoned explanations for their views.
Then I realized that people perceive information differently, and each book had its unique effect on each person. I confirmed that the books had an impact when I started rereading the manuscript of the first book.
A few minutes after I began reading the manuscript, there was such a powerful impact on the subtle plane that my subtle energy fields began to disintegrate into fragments.
And then the cocoon of my subtle energy structure began to smoothly detach from the physical shell. Many clairvoyants noticed that when the aura departs, a person dies after some time. I understood that the situation was serious and tried to find the source attacking me.
The result was quite unexpected. The source turned out to be my own manuscript.
For the first time in my life, I read a text that had an energetic impact, meaning the speed of information transformation into energy was very high. I imagined what could happen to the readers of my book, and it sent shivers down my spine. I concluded that beneath the external layer of information presented in the book, there was a much more powerful inner background, and if it was disharmonious, the information in the book was not perceived. We conducted interesting experiments. I gave a person 2–3 sheets of the manuscript and asked them to read it and give their feedback.
«Sorry», the person said, «but it's impossible to read. The text is too abstract and difficult to understand; I hardly understood anything».
I examined the deep background on the subtle plane and, through prayers and repentance, removed aggressive programs, effectively «cleaning» the text energetically.
After two days, I handed the same text to the same person without any changes. They read it and were enthusiastic.
«It's clear that good editing has been done, and the text is easy to read, everything becomes clear right away».
I realized that the most important thing in any text is the deep, information-sensory channel. Whether in painting, poetry, or song, what invisibly stands behind any text, note, or form is fundamental. Different texts that appear similar on the surface can have completely different depths. And here, one can endlessly improve. The more love is contained in the information, the higher its density and the more powerful its impact. It turns out that mental understanding of the world does not work without a sensory experience. The depth of sensory perception is determined by the amount of love for God accumulated in the soul.
Many who read the second book said that after reading it, they could fall into despair. Punishment follows even the slightest transgression, and for some reason, the grandchildren pay for the sins of their grandparents, creating a sense of hopelessness. I reassured them. While the information in the books is thoroughly processed, they are essentially a report on my journey in understanding the world and its laws. «For aggressive thoughts, a person does not pay a price», «I explained to the patients», «if they are not accompanied by aggressive feelings, they do not penetrate inside. If a person is noisy, raging, and shouting on the outside but maintains love inside, it will not negatively affect their health».
Further. Negative emotions, the actions of our ancestors, are stored in our field and remain there if they are identical to our spiritual structure. In other words, if I was not a jealous person in my past lives, the jealousy of my parents will not penetrate deep into my soul. And if I am correctly oriented, even superficial «dirt» obtained from my ancestors will disappear. Personal karma corresponds to parental karma, and if I was an arrogant person in my last three lives, I get the same kind of father, grandfather, and great-grandfather in this life. Therefore, when a person starts working on themselves and turns to God, it can be considered that they have no family karma, only personal. And the stronger the aspiration to God and love, the less a person depends on the energy of the surrounding world, on the negative experiences of their ancestors, and on their past lives. When I was writing the third book, there were moments of confusion. You remove attachment to one human value, and another one appears. The process seemed endless. So, I tried to generalize the concept of «human value» to the maximum. In the end, there were only two fundamental concepts: «jealousy» and «pride».
Some groups of diseases and misfortunes were related to the topic of relationships, while others were related to the topic of abilities, intellect, and perfection.
Jealousy led to some diseases, and pride led to others. The combination of jealousy and pride usually resulted in severe and often incurable illnesses.